I Have No Life

So its Saturday night and it 15 minutes past midnight. I didn't wake up until 12 today and I haven't got dressed all day. I have literally sat here all day eating and beating up my computer because it keeps freezing. Now, last time I checked, 13 year olds are out on Saturday nights with their friends? But instead, im in the house alone watching a scary film and blocking up twitter with my stupid unnecessary posts about how scared i am about watching Saw 6 with the company of my Dog and shes already flaked on me. Geez, next time I post a blog, I will probably have my 70 cats and be living alone. Scary thoughts...

Stand Up Against Bullying

Bullying is a subject that comes close to me, since I was bullied throughout most of my young childhood. For about 4 years of my life, I was bullied in every way I can think off. Mentally and physically, and even when I logged onto the computer at home, these bullies would still find a way to make my life a complete misery. Nobody knew about it and I felt like I was alone. I didn't have one friend I could speak to but it came to the point where I was actually physically hiding from my mum so I wouldn't have to go to school and face them. My mum found out about what was happening and decided to confront the school and the bullies parents. They eventually stopped and I finally found some people that I could trust and feel comfortable around, so if it wasn't for my mum, I don't know what I would of done. For a while, I had absolutely no confidence at all but I've learnt to stick up for myself and no one has bothered to pick on me ever since. I know i'm not the only one that has experienced bullying, so if all the victims could just stand up against them, we could prove them wrong. When I heard Demi Lovatto's song 'skyscraper' for the first time, I physically cried. It felt like the words were my thoughts from my bad experiences. I knew I had to use the song to get round to people in some way, so I made a video. This is the first time its ever been shown online so if you are going to watch it, whether your a bullying victim or a bully yourself, I hope you feel something from it. As a previous bullying victim, I know exactly how it feels to be bullied, so this is what really goes on behind closed doors. So next time you think about picking on someone about what they look like or what they are interested in, remember this video, because otherwise your actions might just have serious consequences.

Spread the word and make a stand against bullying!

Click here to go to my youtube channel and comment on the official video!

A Teenagers Life Sucks...

So the good old English winter is starting to kick in now and I can honestly say i'm bloody freezing! Its times like this when i'm shivering in the house, sat there all on my own, and I just want that one boy to come and snuggle up to me! You see, since April I had been on and off dating this guy, and when we decided to give it a break, I never thought he'd go straight to my bestfriend! There was alot of drama and tears but things are starting to be okay again now. But to be honest, i'll always have a soft spot for him and my feeling for him aren't going to go in a hurry! On top of that, my parents are getting at me. They don't understand that teenage girls get mood swings and that I am going to snap once in a while - what teenager doesn't! I get home from school and i'm so tired so i'm not even getting any time for friends! Anyway, I have no sutible clothes for this weather anyway so there is no way i'm going out! Geez, sometimes I wish I had a magic lamp that I could just rub whenever I wanted and get what I need!

3 Wishes I'd Make If I Had A Magic Lamp:

1. A completely new wardrobe
2. For girls in my school to stop being so bitchy
3. For someone to care about me the way I'd care about them

There will be people who read this and will think i'm a complete dick, but at the end of the day, I have feelings and there will be plenty of people my age that will feel the same way as me!

My First Blog!

I'm just going to start by saying how excited I am to be starting this whole blogging thing! I think i'll be more committed to it than the youtube thing because  it takes less time to make and I haven't got to worry about what I look like or if my bedrooms to messy for filming or anything! Im going to be treating my blog like a diary so it's just going to be a place where I can write what I feel and just open up to everyone! Im still working out how to use this blog thing because i've never had a blog before so im sorry if my blogs are a little bit bad but I will improve, promise!